Struggling

I'm fully aware that I tend to bottle stuff up a lot and that I should do that less. So I've decided to publicly share a lot of the stuff I usually only post where certain friends of mine can see it because... I dunno. I've touched on some of this before publicly but I don't think I've really explored it to this extent and I'm tired of it just sitting there right at the edge of my mind's eye's field of vision.

( Click here for a long, rambling whine-fest )